Friday, February 03, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@2:34 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
EYE oh EYE. you are killing me alright. the once every six months health condition is back. damn you eye. you are making me blind. you make me wanna sleep all day. i cant even pay attention during lectures and tuts. im so busy attending to you. shit eye. i hate having to clean up your shit around my eye every morning.
i'm so happy to have met up with
sabrina yest. (:
I LOVE YOU HUNNY! MUACKS! and of cos gayboy
ryan and
james :D
i miss all of you. and i miss fourE. honestly speaking, i havent been sprouting vulgarities. really. im so proud of myself. well,
shit isnt a bad word, right?
results are gonna be out next week according to the widely spread rumour. it's either 2 days; or 6 days from now. jittery. i hope i get to stay put in tj. im so lovin` tjc. i love CG08/06 and i love touch rugby. i wanna continue playing angel&mortal. i want to keep a healthy diet all day. FRUITS. please please please.
anyway, i hope EVERYONE WILL BE PLEASED WITH THEIR RESULTS. I HOPE EVERYONE WILL BE WEEPING
TEARS OF JOY IN TEMASEK'S SCHOOL HALL NEXT WEEK. PLEASE PLEASE.
_________________________________im wayyy behind in the tuts. i cant catch up with the lecturer. i practically screwed up my first test in tjc; lifted paragraphs of facts and shit off the lecture notes. im pretty sure i'll score a wonderful zero. marvellous. and i'm having difficulty speaking chinese. if Liu Lao Shi sees me in this state, she'll be in grief. blame it on months of monolingualism. plus, econs is really killing me. enough of school work. i hope i can really start on my schoolwork. this year has to start out right. proper.
starting my engine._________________________________well, i hope everything's fine for
kenneth thou. seems like a bad period for him. i just wish that everything will tide over soon. Dearest Kenneth, there are people who still cares for you. there are. i'll never leave you alone. you know that, don't you? (:
poor boy..
abstract of a conv i had with kenneth last night. ---
ILOVEYOUTOODARLING! MUACKS! i carry your heart. i carry it in my heart. says:
i told u i'll care about u means i will . since when have i not bothered myself about you.
Single and UNavailable. Love hurts, love scar, love wounds and mars any heart! says:
nvm la
Single and UNavailable. Love hurts, love scar, love wounds and mars any heart! says:
no need la
ILOVEYOUTOODARLING! MUACKS! i carry your heart. i carry it in my heart. says:
no.
ILOVEYOUTOODARLING! MUACKS! i carry your heart. i carry it in my heart. says:
i promised to care and lovE you forever. no matter what happens i will always try to b there when i can
pardon those grammatical, spelling, punctuation or whatever error. which persone in the right state of mind will bother about those when your ex is tired of life and wanting to walk out of it. then again, it could have been me being such a busybody. but i dont care.
kenneth, i meant what i said. i really care. (: it's not that i cannot let go of our broken relationship and those dreams we once shared. it's simply because, i cannot forget you. i cannot bring myself to leave you alone in that wretched state. i do not want to leave you behind with no one there for you. i wanted to be the one there for you all the time in the past. it's alright if you thought i was more of a burden than a help. you've already successfully gotten rid of me. out of your sight and out of your life. i thank you for loving me. at least in this life, i was loved by you. i dont wanna see you get hurt. i dont want to. please start loving yourself. don't ruin yourself because of someone or something. you'll feel better letting go. really. whatever it is, just let go...
and i still miss you. everything simply reminds me of you. i miss you badly. dump that sour relationship.
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i wonder why i ended up typing an emo entry like this. aiiiiyaaaaa. i had better go to bed. and start minding my own business. darn it.
♥ Loved, yourname
