Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

it's time for me to take up a more practical cca.

ive decided to stop dumping balls through nets. instead, im keen to climb rocks.

lol. ((:

school's beginning to stink with endless tutorials. never will i complete them unless i smash the computer. im tired.


give me a wilson bag to stare at pls. a red one will do good.


and

HELLO SHAHIDAH.

I MISS U LIKE CRAP.
ask urself, "where is the book!" haha. i love u woman.



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

the picture following this entry is posted because of several good reasons.
ONE : i've got POO MEILING with me in tpjc!
TWO : BIRD! and that's me in the BUS DRIVER'S UNI!
THREE : life in tpjc is still pretty smooth sailing. and i hope it stays that way.
FOUR : there's something* NICE TO LOOK AT!

ASRI, if u're reading this.. pls scrutinize the pic (it's always good to listen to me.) :


well, i guess i look fine in green. i'm getting out of netball. YUCK. (((: no pun intended.
if i like it, i'll stay. apparently, i dont.


it's not about paper chasing. live once for real.



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

this is some kinda sh*t adobe randomness i did. and i took a particular liking for it.
it's quite a classic, isnt it? lol.




-off to sleep. and i wonder who i'll see there... (((:



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

12.28 a.m. i ought to be in bed right now. i cant believe im gonna wake up at 545 tml just to get to school to do something. zzz.

anyway. i koped a pic from sylviaVIA's blog. (((: i miss cg08/06 too much. sighhhhhhhh.
do all of you miss me too? sobs. instead of donning the dirty green uniform, im gonna be in the fluorescent green uni from tml onwards for the nex 2 yrs. no more tms uniform. booo.

whatever it is. 08/06, i hope u can hear my silent cries. iloveu girls and guys so much despite the short period of interaction. i had alot of fun. APLENTY.


SYL LEFT BIRD OUT! well.. nvm i love bird lots! ((:
BIDINA CHOO YU ROU!
MARIANNE ANASTASIA DE ROZA!
u two ij girls are helluva fun. i miss being there.


and hayden, i kinda miss your gayness. LOL. kidding.
and there's melissa the red hed archie.
and angeline the guniang woman.
and xinyi the nice nice angel.
and darren the totallycoolOGL.
and chuck's little nonsense.
and i havent really spoken to eric, the westernized northling who complains on basically every little thing easterners do.

most of all, MATILDA, i miss you, you know? it's been so long since we last met. I MISS YOU SO MUCH.

as for vicki, im sure we'll meet up again if time permits! let's just hope all our training days will stop crashing. when are the spastics meeting up again?


separations are difficult to deal with. totally.



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

damn you TPJC. damn you. so what if ive gotten a c6 in english?

talking about equality of man? GO TO HELL.



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

i need to disciplin myself. i have to bath the moment i return home from school. apparently, i dot do so. haha!

it's 2am and i'm busy.


today's keith's bday. so well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEEF!
can u pls send me the photos!? pls dont tell me u've deleted them.


ryan, we shall start doing that starting from next week. i will stop procrastinating. ((: and the waffle is not nice. hello, show me your brother.


is it a crime to love? (or fall in love, for that matter)
for you, it is.
you don't deserve to love.
Because you don't know how to.
You don't know how to love something;
let alone someone.


i'm being random. hmms. 24th March was supposed to be a special day for me. im not too sad. oh four years ago? ... this is crap. look at me four years later from then. thank goodness i'm still doing fine. i survived, fortunately.


SABRINA WHERE ARE YOU! I CANT BELIEVE ONE YR PASSED LIKE THAT. IT WAS THE ANNUAL TRACK&FIELD MEET TODAY LAST YEAR. everything seemed so yesterday. sabri, i cant forget. how? i hate it.



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

i'm so tired. im not too sure if its school that is killing me. i've got the tpjc uniform. and it looks like the bus driver's. how cool is that? hmms. at least i dont appear to look like a factory worker! (HAHA SABRINA!)
06S07 is good. ((:

i met vicki today. and i miss her so much. wonder how are the rest doing.. cg 08/06.. matilda.. bird.. grandchild marianne.. imran.. javin.. i miss XU LAO SHI. omg. i want to be back on the field. hello touch rugby?

Gilbert, i miss you.

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..



YOU ARE OUR SUPERSTAR, ADRIANO! you didn't manage to get into the next round not beacuase u cant sing. its just that UR SUPPORTERS ARE NOT AS RICH AS THOSE, AHEM*. well. we know YOU'RE THE BEST ! (((:


getting to mediacorp was such an enjoyable experience. ok i'd better go to bed now.. i dont wanna end up running to school tomorrow like today.

TEMASEK IS PROUD OF YOU, ADRIANO!

YOU'RE OUR CAMPUS SUPERSTAR*!



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

This post is in response to SABRINA NG HUAY MIN.'s dated 18th March 2006

my dearest Sabrina, seems like u havent forgotten about those days back in our alma mater. neither did i. eh i really envy DANIEL BEY cos he owned a camera back then in that era and i didnt. AWE. i havent got a single picture which looked as wonderful as those 2 brothers on the FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. Primary One started off fine. to summarise, i 'found out' that my favourite colour was BLUE (bcos that was my form teacher's. ((: ) erms.. shamefully, i pee-ed in my pant, (rather, my skirt) cos i was too frightened to ask for permission during Civics & Moral Education. CME in SHPS is really different from those in the other schools. ST HILDA'S IS A GREAT PLACE TO NURTURE AND GROW. it's like.. the shelter house of God. absolutely.


anyway. St. Hilda's encourages little kids like us to study hard by awarding us with the simple things we did, such as learning of our spelling & dictation.. mental sums quiz every week.. also not forgetting the classic event, BOOK READING to the reading mums and dad. SURE THING MAN SAB, RMB I TOLD U I PASSED OFF AS THE READING MUM AND SIGNED THE BOOK ON MY OWN SO THAT I COULD EARN MYSELF THE SILVER BADGE?and blardy, I CANT FIND IT NOW. i had a difficult time trying to come up with book titles authors and the outcome of the story. sadly, i was not driven enough to fabricate 100 more tales so that i could get my BIG NAME printed on a nice piece of paper, which is simply known as the certificate.


we, too, have class publications yearly. i guess the school is trying to spur the kids in writing. in addition, upper primary kids usually take part in the New South Wales Examinations. what a stressful environment right?? (((:

hey, do you remember the KOI POND back then? i clearly remember myself peeking into the pond in search of a tortoise every morning. what an interesting lifestyle i lead.


well, to refresh our memories my dear friend, YOU WERE A GOONDU WITH BODOH SPECS. and erh, i was A FAT KID :X pictures say a thousand words. i shant elaborate any further....

talking about your school bus sabrina, mine was THREE. and my bus uncle had a cute name : ANG TENG HOON. urs doesnt. i can call my bus uncle ANG KU KUEH SAURUS. u cannot. ((:
now we get to the honorable teachers.

nevermind about those seasonal games like five stones and zero point.

the trend back then in St.Hilda's Primary : "RINGGGG!!" - end of recess. practically EVERY SINGLE BODY IN THE CANTEEN SREAMS AT THE TOP OF THEIR VOICES LIKE THAT WAS GONNA BE THEIR LAST. unfortunately, according to my sister who's still schooling in SHPS, they CANT yell, or they'll have to stay back for detention or whatnorts. all they can do now is to STONE. lol.

OMG. the bookshop in SHPS is like a ja-palang store. if u havent prepared a gift for ur friend's bday? fret not. the bookshop has WRAPPED crappt presents. the vendors are really smart at earning little kids' pocket money man. haha.


how can anyone ever forget MR. ANDREW SOONG? he was like a father to us. constantly monitoring our academic improvements, and he's real serious when it comes to discipline. He's not one man we should try to fool around with. cos' he reigns. i vividly recall the rocket-shaped pencil case he carries around. and the group awarding system. and PERSONALISED STICKERS for us on CHILDRENS' DAY! omg, it's been a long time since i last celebrated childrens' day. Secondary school sucks. they dont even bother when it comes to Youth day. well, i havent got a clue which date is Youth Day exactly on anyway. back to the MAN. i think i've seen him shedding tears before. well, he actually chased Kok Yi out of the class when he wrongly accused him of changing seats with Bernice. and Mr.Soong apologised (if i'd not remember wrongly) to Kok Yi. See? a man of principles. OH YA. i learnt how to play BLACK MAGIC from him (((:

MISS. YIO LEE KENG, aka YANG MEH MEH. i havent got much impressions of her left in my little brain. pardon me. all in all, she's a wonderful teacher. well, how did u think i managed a PASS in HMT!!! WHEEE.

MRS. YVONNE CHU, the woman who constantly reminds us of GENETICALLY MODIFIEL STRAWBERRIES and FISHES. and was warning us that we may evolve into a monster someday. how enriching.. she CA pronouce ALGAE correctly. and she's the only one who can do that. (say : AL - GEE; not AL - GAY). this lady conducts combined science remedial for 6/9 and 6/6 every sat (if im not mistaken..) MORNING. (zzz) and she has this special spot in the meeting room called.. "CIRCLE OF somethingwhichicantrmb" . whatever it is, she calls clarence, ICHI-MAYO. hahahaha..

well, how many of us can actually remember the supposedly irritating man, MR. LONG HIAN KUM aka LONG HONG KONG. he floods us with tonnes of maths Qn which are purely out of this world and we had to complete them within a stipulated time. sickkk. he is one psychotic maths teacher. nonetheless, i thought the tiger&elephant method pretty interesting(actuallyit's just the TRY&error method). amazingly, he's back in SHPS after slogging his little ass in Poi Ching.. -.-" i reckon SHPS has a lovelier environment... oh ya. he calls clarence the little boy in the bathtub with his rubber duckie.

Clarence was like.. the joke of the class. haha. no teacher would not poke fun at him.. i really wonder why.

ok now to the not so very significant MRS. YAM. she teaches us MUSIC :X . one special trait about her : she greets the class by singing "GOOD MORNING BOYS AND GIRLS" in the sickening high pitch of hers. and WE, a class of 40 had to reply her in eeeky tones "GOOD MORNING MRS YAM. " music lessons were pure crap. lol ((:

well as for me, MRS JOSEPHINE TAN and MISS ZAHIRA were impt as they were i/c of the school's drama club. yes, i was in the drama cub. i cant act for nuts. dont ask me why i was there. anyway, all i have to say is. they're nice and i had a ball of time trying to convince them that i sucked at acting and ended up being i/c of the stupid tape recorder. and for a period of time while my club mates were practising for the upcoming Founder's Day, i was just stoning there and meddling with the not very techy gadget. and guess what. i did not appear on Founder's Day itself to play that shit recorder. :X i din noe i was supposed to. seriously, i got ticked off mannn. :(

and how can i forget, MISS JOCELYN TAN, the ferocious tiger of SHPS. she hounds us like.. a tiger, yes :X . she was my CME teacher in Primary.. Four? anw, she's a goooooood CME teacher. inspiring in one way or another. however stern she may seem, she definitely is one nice lady behind those killer frowns and yells.

i kind of remember MISS. JILL PNG too.

---------------------------

ST. HILDA'S holds annual MINIFOOD AND FUN FAIR . how many other school out there actually derive as much joy and fun like US, HILDANS?


-------------

OKAY, IM REALLY TIRED. IT'S 4:05 AM ,19TH MARCH. sabri its all ur fault. why did u write about shps. i got so enthu that i dug up all my old stuff and started snapping away with the cam and forgot that i had to do my tutorials. THIS IS SICK LA! ))):


anyway. im not done with my blog entry on my alma mater. (((: shall continue some other time, with PICTURES included.

OMG. AND I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 630 TMLLATER. ciao.



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

it's a wrap for make up lectures. yay. i've learnt new stuff. it's such a relief to learn that my time spent during the holidays didnt go to waste.

anyway. i found chatlogs that've been hidding within the depths of the hard disk since forever. and i saw alot of kenneth's. lol and SHEENA, i had a good laugh at how you always reply to kenneth online. it was damn hilarious and they make ALOT OF SENSE.

i love wine. white wine. says:
now u know how jazreel felt la.
i love wine. white wine. says:
she felt a hundred times worse ok.


kenNERD Wherever u are, whatever u do, whoever u are with. I will be right here waiting for u says:
jus need help to get over her la made my decisions already
i love wine. white wine. says:
so theres no need for u to seek help anymore
kenNERD Wherever u are, whatever u do, whoever u are with. I will be right here waiting for u says:
need help not to tink of her
i love wine. white wine. says:
go out and sit and think abt smth else.
i love wine. white wine. says:
not abt her
i love wine. white wine. says:
spend time alone
kenNERD Wherever u are, whatever u do, whoever u are with. I will be right here waiting for u says:
can get her out of my head
i love wine. white wine. says:
leave ur friends out of all these
kenNERD Wherever u are, whatever u do, whoever u are with. I will be right here waiting for u says:
i really ah goin to break down liao i'm goin bonkers
i love wine. white wine. says:
but i thought ure like super savvy? super smart? know what to do one?how come now like that?

kenNERD Wherever u are, whatever u do, whoever u are with. I will be right here waiting for u says:
i thank you for that
i love wine. white wine. says:
dont need to thank me. i said alr.
i love wine. white wine. says:
its up to u to realise it
kenNERD Wherever u are, whatever u do, whoever u are with. I will be right here waiting for u says:
not goin into another relationsHip anymore
kenNERD Wherever u are, whatever u do, whoever u are with. I will be right here waiting for u says:
no
i love wine. white wine. says:
just keep to urself.
i love wine. white wine. says:
not talk to anyone
i love wine. white wine. says:
stay home
i love wine. white wine. says:
sleep
i love wine. white wine. says:
do whatever u like
i love wine. white wine. says:
just spend time alone
i love wine. white wine. says:
not bother anyone
i love wine. white wine. says:
go out for lonely walks.

tell me. how can anyone not love sheena?

haha!

I BROKE A RECORD! i stuck to my seat in LT1 for 4hrs 30mins. i did not even go to the toilet. i was glued to the chair. and i made a new friend!! WAHAHAHA! well, i spent 4hrs trying to blog. it was an uber LONG entry. but well. forget it.. sheer nonsense. i got tired and i chose crapping over the phone with sabri.

SABRINA NG HUAY MIN YOU SUCK.

you know why!

sab: eh u online ah.
jaz: ya.
sab: eh eh i going online later.
jaz: so what? i dont care.

i get a little cranky sometimes..((:

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


alrights. i'm tpjcian. thank you. it's still pretty sad that i got rejected by mjc. well, i would like to blog about my first official there in tpjc itself. boo for make up lectures cause i cant really understand anything (but the bad thing is.. im feeling hungry all the time!)
and the PHOTOCOPY SHOP SUCKS. TOTALLY. im sorry if im comparing with tjc. but it seriouslySUCKS. who in the world WAITS FOR 30 MINS jst to get freaking notes and at the end of it, some pages went missing!?!?! (((: ok nvm about that. it's just two years, i tell myself.


well. the LT smells bad. given that its the FIRST time i gain entry into that place.. man. it stinks. im used to it now anyway. OMG. and did i fail to mention.. they are FLY(s) in the LT! and a MOTH! and what else? i dont know. the LT looks small.. but size doesnt matter i guess. tpjc is fine, really. response to the first lecture of the week was so overwelmed that many had to resort to sitting on the steps. (maybe the LT isnt big enough to house all of us there..)

"This place is damn disgusting." - Ryan, aka XIAOMOO. lol.

first lecture ever in tpjc : MATHEMATICS H2, FUNCTIONS.
ok i dont wish to go too deep into the details of the teaching and the lecturer herself, of course. she is rather eccentric. and im gonna tolerate all that by myself tml cos ryan is not going to accompany me. just a passing remark, they use OHP and transparencies. :X andd. the thing that connects to the GC is ... idunno.

i saw a vj reject sitting in front of my on the first day. he was wearing the banana shirt. so eyecatching. andd i kicked his ass. woot! i looked at him with utter disgust ,"why the heck is he wearing the vj tee. so siah-suay." (well, i wore the tj's orientation tee to tpjc today. lol so i reckoned, he probably is a proud reject of vj, just like jazreel who's rejected by tjc.)

there is this noticeboard that is named/under the management of AH POK'S NOTICEBOARD. so cute. on that board outside the pathetic photocopy shop, has plentyy of notes left behind for tpjc's campus superstar contestant, Shermaine(?). ok it doesnt really bother me. anw...

oh ya! i spotted an ANT on my table today. sighhhh.
and i missed cg 08/06's outing today. i miss you girls.


and one thing that i don;t like about tpjc. U IDIOT SCHOOL WASTE PAPER! SAVE THE EARTH LA YOU!

honestly, i don't take a fancy to those who WASTES PAPER.

PLS DO NOT WASTE ANYMORE PAPER!! SAVE MOTHER EARTH!

oh ya.

HAPPY BRITHDAY GLENN BOY!

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

look at YAMI --->
lol. what a delicious name. the virtual dog is GREEN cos I LOVE GREEN and, HONEYDEW YAMI YOGHURT IS ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC. wayy better than mac's fan-tastic burger. (that doesnt make much sense.)

well anyway, today's a great day. ((: my mum's got me something from the IT show. and i had alot of fun with nintendo ds. haha! sizzler is yummmmie.


okay. eventhough i had alot of fun today, i never fail to remember my friend, Kenneth KHX (note : this is NOT Kenneth LHL), who is facing some kinda problem and having a tough time having to deal with it.
if you're reading this, kenneth :
heyyy pea, i apologize for the fact that im not gonna be of any help regardless of what i say, because im not the one going through all that. i will never know how u're feeling and i will never know how complicated some things may seem. but pea, i really want you to know that YOU ARE NEVER ALONE! and since u've left it all to God, have faith in him, ok? He'll lead u through your path in life, no matter how difficult things may seem. the pain and torture that u're going through may seem too much to bear, but i am sure that things will be better tomorrow. the dark clouds will clear, and the sun will shine. i know there is nothing that i can do to help make you feel better, but i'll remember you in my prayers. and i do believe that God answers prayers. dearest, don't give up, cause God loves You. and I love You too. and pea, friends never forsake you in times of need. We'll never do that. no matter what happens, you know that we'll always love You.

loving you,
nut.

-
well, wishing all of you HAPPY HOLIDAYS while i slog my little brain out in tpjc's LTs.

hello tpjc, i thought it's the HOLIDAYS?



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

"Don't sign the letter. You will come back to ij on monday to cancel the transfer cause' u love ij." - some kinda sentence that Gareth told me in school yesterday morning.


i don't really love ijc. but i've grown to be accustomed to it. the environment and all.. but i still do feel foreign in the extreme north, woodlands. i shouldn't have made friends there in innova. i didnt really know if i wanted to be OUT of ijc cause' i couldnt bear to leave you guys. absolutely.


anyway, i am out of innova. and im now transferred into tpjc if some of u havent realised. well im sure tpjc will be fine.
jaz : "is tpjc fun?"
shida : "you make it fun."


for this period of time when i was down&out, i praise God for giving me such wonderful friends. friends who are always there to lend a listening ear and a shoulder for me to cry on. i apologize for having to worry you guys while i was up on the emotional rollercoaster ride. but dont u guys ever worry, cause' i treasure my life just like i treausure you guys!


and indeed, everything happens for a purpose. every chapter of our lives are like little lessons learnt. GOD, THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE ALL THESE WHILE. i know i am never alone. He'll guide me along my journey in life. God, thank you for giving me a life to live.


okay. make up lectures start coming monday. goodness, MONDAY. while everyone's spending their holidays like crazy monkeys.. i wonder where i'll be slogging my little brain out. ))):

TO SABRINA :

dearest, it doesnt matter where we're seeking education from. mjc or tpjc. because sabrina, i will never stop loving you(you know that). and thank you for being there when i was so lost and felt that life was not worth living. i'll remember every little thing you told me. well darling, separations are bad. but dont you know, we may not be together physically, but we're always together spiritually and mentally. ((: we will always be. ALWAYS. okayy? i miss you dear. and sabrina, dont give me that rubbish about waiting till June, i want you to put in your best effort. OK? i said BEST! dont take the alternative route. I ALWAYS BELIEVE THAT YOU CAN DO IT! SO HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF! dont tell me all those stuff and turn a deafening ear when i'm throwing them back to you. BECAUSE DARLING, YOU HELPED ME WALK OUT OF MY DESPERATE TIMES, AND IM TELLING YOU, IM NOT GONNA LEAVE YOU ALONE. I NOT GONNE LET YOU WALK ON WITH LIFE ALONE. WHEN YOU'RE TIRED AND FEEL LIKE STOPPING, I'LL DRAG YOU ALONG. IF YOU STILL REFUSE TO MOVE ON, I'LL CARRY YOU THROUGH. EVEN IF IT MEANS CARRYING YOU ON MY BACK UP THE MOUNTAINS AND ACROSS THE SEAS. I PROMISE. because YOU WERE THERE. so I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU. I LOVE YOU.

to SYLVIA :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! YOU'RE 6TEEN!
and thank you for believing in me! YOU are the reason as to why i found my direction!

I LOVE YOU SYLVIA!

---------------

no matter how life draws you of your strength and vitality, never give up. ((:

cause' life's not too bad. it's wonderful. ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL.

wheeeeeee shopping! LOL.

I AM A HAPPY LITTLE GIRL. (((:

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

i've been really down on my luck lately. ok. maybe not just recently.. shall i say.. after i broke up with kenneth? it's been four months i guess. none of you know how lousy my shit life is. it's a total wreck.

1. that idiot cheated on me.
2. preparation for the O levels was absolutely crappy.
3. O Levels were shit.
4. Holidays were worse off.
5. C6 in english.
6. Innova.
7. MJC cancelled the netball trial.
8. i was informed of my 0.01%. thanks alot meridian.
9. i got whacked on my face by a freaking floorball.
10. and i hate the fact that the moron is leading such a wonderful life with an ideal learning institute in mind. damn it.


for everything that happened, i cried my life away. seriously, i could have just kill myself if i was that fragile. my shit life is totally not worth living. im just wasting oxygen that's depleting.


but for as long as i was in tjc, i enjoyed every single second and minute of it. simple 2 months, but it meant everything. TJC IS EVERYTHING.
1. i love the tjc spirit.
2. i love og4.
3. i love cg 08/06.
4. i love delta.
5. i am proud to be a deltan.
6. touch rugby.
7. crazy OGLs.
8. fruits for every break.
9. swimming.
10. i had my triple jump and earned myself a painful ass.
11. and i'm lovin it in tjc.
12. O night.
13. Xu Lao Shi told me "life is like a Ku Zi.
14. in tjc, everyone cares. we are one BIG FAMILY.

no orientation will rock the house like the way tjc does. i heard that O2 is not as good as the first. all you vj rejects, TJC is the best. don't ask for too much. appreciate the fact that you're there. if its THAT bad why dont u pp give up your vacancies so that we, tj rejects, have another chance? why? BECAUSE VICTORIA DOESNT WANT YOU. LOSERS.


i simply love TEMASEK JUNIOR COLLEGE. no one can understand.. cos u were not there for the 1st 3 months. worse, ure not rejected. ask ying jie. he knows.

[alden] memories, not reality says:
tj is the best

if u dont believe how unlucky i've been. read the following.. it is a summary of what happened at mjc today. SIGH.
sit up straight. says:
mjc called me up for netball trial yest. i went down to mj early. den 1/2 hr b4 the trial. they called to tell me that the trial is cancelled. so i went to the general office and ask if my appeal is under academic and not cca so that i still have a chance to get in. and the admin said that ME, a 14 pointer has onli 0.01% of getting in . i was so damn sad. worse, i was on the verge of crYing so i decided to leave mjc. just as i was walking.. i was thinkin of how unlucki i had been.. c6 in eng.. innova.. shit.. who knows. i was jst walking past.. suddenly a floorball flew and whacked me hard on my face. i cried immediately OK. i am THAT UNLUCKY. i laughed at how unlucki i am. i cried at how unlucki i am too. i bet the guy was damn scared cos i kept claiming that i was fine but i was crying away. i was merely walkin by. everyone else walked by.. there were many pp arnd.. but I HAD TO B HIT BY THE BALL.

seriously, dont mix with me anymore. i dont wanna pass my bad luck to any of you. goodbye.

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

i really want to be out of innova. i want to be in meridian. please.

tomorrow it will be.. please.



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

today was totally EVENTFUL(as summarized by ROLLAND)! orites.

met MY ONLY FRIEND(ROLLAND) who is going to INNOVA with me on the FIRST DAY of school! caught the 7am bus. amazingly we had quite alot to talk about. haha, busy complaining about being posted to ijc i guess. i cant believe that i was actually exhilarated for the fact that im heading to INNOVA!! anw, the journey took forever. GUESS WAT. never in my life have i bumped into an incident whereby a woman accuses a man of molesting her. HAHA. MY FIRST TRIP DOWN TO WOODLANDS BY MYSELF (and ROLLAND OF COS!)IS SO FUN FILLED! anw, the woman went on rattling NON STOP; accusing him of touching her or wadever. for as long as she was complaining, no one in the bus gave a shit. I LAUGHED LIKE MAD.. haha NO ONE CARES IF SHES BEING MOLESTED! EVERYONE FEELS SAD ENOUGH COS WE HAVE TO HEAD TO WOODLANDS SO EARLY ON A MONDAY MORNING!

the bus ride was disgusting. wepassed by hectars of land that are being wasted by those planted trees. i wonder why the govt complains of insufficient land all the time. I SAW A PALM PLANTATION AND THOUGHT I WAS IN MSIA (: blardy bus was going a 10km/h man. SO DAMN SLOW. to make things worse, the bus jerked with retarded spasms. im certain that any sick child on the bus would have vomitted right at the bus driver's face.
rolland and i were TOO TIRED FROM STANDING. we took a sit at the steps(back door) and kept ourselves occupied with small talks and mp3s from his PSP. OMG THAT BOY.

WE STONED TO DEATH. got on the CAUSEWAY. i dont frequent the CAUSEWAY btw. there were CRAZY JAMS OK. well, we found out that there was an accident thou. i was taken aback. TOTALLY.

i started missing my close friends. ): all those that i see daily in tjc.. esp matilda and vicki.. ): i want to be there in teejay with you girls. ahhh well well. i think my hp bill is gonna soar sky high cos ive been smsing NONSTOP.

rolland said the bus journey to innova reminds him of pahang camp (reason being, we saw a railway track. and thought it was the rail that leads to msia. gawd noes, it was actualli the MRT track. HAHA.) ryan told me GG when i told him i was still stuck in the bus at 8am(supposed to reach innova at 730). blardy! i saw MANDAI! I SAW THE DAMN ZOO! reckon i can go for ben&jerry's in the zoological gardens in near future (IF i decide to stay put in IJC). agriculture shit. MEGAHUGE 'plantation' man. well, i guess 45cents for a trip down to WOODLANDS is pretty cheap.

and after 90mins on the bus... FINALLY NO MORE GREEN PASTURES! BUILDINGS MAN! it's as if it's the FIRST time im seeing light! ROLLAND AND I SPRUNG UP FROM NOWHERE lol. then i though again, "OMG, IM AT WOODLANDS ALREADY?!?!" truth be told, i was. "EYE OPENER", said rolland, MY ONLY FRIEND. hurhur.

omfg. ijc has a stupid camera that points DIRECTLY at the gate. sian to the max. i think being late there is a common affair. i really wonder how many latecomers do they have to deal with daily. this is terrible. HAHA. well, for once in my entire life, i AM late for school. to make things better, we were late for ONE HOUR . LOL. well, i saw the teenage actress who acted in 'I not stuipd 1'. her name is CHERYL. she is in innova jc. so if anyone of u out there dreams to be her bf, go to INNOVA! ((((:
ahh yes yes. in case in fail to mention, i am in trible/clan WALLAWALLA; and trible/clan WAILIKI. (yes sab, stop laughing. it's damn nt funny ok.) WALLAWALLA!

whatever it is, innova is HUGE. as tjc claims to be the 2nd largest jc, im telling you.. NO CHANCE. blardy INNOVA IS SO DAMN BIG. had mutiple talks and crap sessions by the DM, VP, some shit bitch, and subject combi shit talk (AGAIN!?)

"Innova is NOT a reject JC. Give Innova a chance." - VP of ijc.
LOL. sure thang man. give me a chance. i agree to the fact that it is NOT a reject jc thou.
i emphasize : NOT A REJECT JC. INNOVA IS NEW. to the UBER max.
well she added, "All of you are an asset to Innova. I am glad to see that no certain school is dominant here in ijc. This shows diversification and i like this uniqueness."
ok shut up. so much for diversification.

anw, im so glad that school starts at EIGHT in innova. cool shit. but still that doesnt make a difference to me. come on. i stay in TAMPINES. i took 1hr 30mins to reach school. don't forget that alright. ok i made new friends there in IJC! wheeeeeeeeeee!
1. Clarence - LOL. he looked damn familiar.
jazreel: hey, were you from tj?
clarence: how u noe!
jazreel: cos i've seen you in tj. wad clan? wad cg? wad wad wad... blah blah blah..

jazreel: OMG. did u cry when u found out that u were posted to INNOVA?! i cried like MAD la!
clarence(calm and cool) : i thought this is just gonna b part and parcel of life. afterall 2yrs only ma.
there you go, FIRST friend in innova. well,he doesnt intend to stay there. he s way desperate than me. ive only appealed for mj and tpjc, but he is appealing for.. TJC(failed) AJC SAJC NYJC MYJ and gawd noes how many more jc. (well, if it's part and parcel of life, why in the world are u appealing to SO MANY JCS!? ) sometimes we just cannot undertand..

2. Gareth (pronounced as Gareth, as in GARETH GATES) - Riverside Sec Sch guy.
gregarious boy. he was trying hard to convincie me to stay in ijc when he learnt that i wasnt intending to stay there for good. he entered innova thru DSA (Badminton). my goodness, he was filling me in with absolutely EVERYTHING about ijc. i guess that was good. i heard that the teachers are wacky. and the labs are real cool.
"time to buy the school uniform la jazreel. i can lend you my pe shirt tml."
we'll see if i'll see you again, gareth. (:

3. 'Vickey' (pronounced as VICKI!) - Gareth's friend.
i have no idea how to go about spelling his name. but i was indeed shocked when i found out that he's called 'VICKI'. i then thought of VICKI. ): i miss you. well, 'vickey' was a random friend where we spoke random stuff. it doesnt really matter anyway.

haha. rolland doesnt have a single new IJC friend cos he was stuck to tang! alamakkk rolland!

i spotted A THOUSAND AND ONE YOUNG TEACHERS. goooooood!

while i was there in innova battling out with the ultimately lifeless spirit, i started to miss tj la. ): esp when clarence had to remind me of O1.. and blardy. we were from the same clan IXODUS DELTA . memories.. memories.. IXODUS BAIK! BAIK BAIK BAIK! i miss everything and everyone out there in temasek jc.

rolland and jazreel are the onli temasekians spotted there. how sad.

anw. statistics from innova herself; 777 are posted into INNOVA. and more than 400 of them chose innova as the 1st choice institute. arggg but innova is not even any one of my choices. whatever.

jazreel : "OMG GARETH! IS THERE ANY PLACE TO HANG OUT HERE IN WOODLANDS!?!!?"
gareth : "YES CAUSEWAY POINT!"
jazreel : icic. (sadness; i think i've only been there ONCE in my entire life.)
******OMG CAUSYWAY POINT. WHERE IN THE WORLD IS THAT. )': ******

there was something the VP said, that i particularly took note of; "i can feel the enthusiasm in the hall." seriously, kiss my ass if you call that enthusiasm. you should take a peek at tjc. they will ROCK YOU DOWN.
IXO!! IXO!! IXO DYNAMITE!! i miss you.

the DM or whoever mentioned 4As and 4Ps that had close relation to innova. as i was listening to him talk crap, i incurred 4Zs. ZZZZ. he too mentioned that switzerland has the best government. (i dont give a shit about that.)

omg the 1st day of orientation is HORRIFIC. the cheers are a mouthful. it's just like reciting a damn long poem. i cant even recall a shit that i shouted today. blardy ijc is so dead on the first orientation day. i wonder how im gonna survive thru the rest of the days. sigh. i heard LECTURES BEGIN ON THURS. DAMN IT.

to BIDINA:
i was in the toilet when i looked down at my skirt. and guess what i saw. the thread that is running loose on my skirt. i vividly remember you chasing me around tjc for cc's pic. LOL. you noe.. i miss you.. i miss you so. I MISS YOU SO MUCH BIRD! )':



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

to the friend whom i never knew long, imran :
friend friend, i am so gonna miss you. when i saw you on bus 12 yest morning, i felt like crying. totally. i could already feel that i'm gonna lose a friend. someone whom i've hardly ever known. we've been crapping so much online and in school. my stay in tjc was really great because of friends like you. you got bored ever so often that we'll just bother each other with rubbish online. and i'll never forget how u'll call me stupid. boo you. lol. and i can still remember how dejected i felt when i got my o level results. since then i knew i was not gonna be able to see u in school like every other day. well, at least i saw it coming. really, i never thought that i'll be missing you so much. too much mann. this is pretty bad. you're like a crazy thing in the college that i totally adored. LOL. i remember long&crispy. thanks for it. (: nownow, pls miss me while i'm gonna be away. cos im never gonna forget the eccentric friend i had, YOU.

P.S : we're friend friend friend friend friend friend friend. we're very friend friend already. i miss you.



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..

NRIC :
S89*****B
Name :
TAN MEI XING JAZREEL

1.
The results of your application are as follows:
Posted Institution : INNOVA JUNIOR COLLEGE
Course Name : INNOVA JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE)
Course Code : 37S

2.
If you are posted to a JC/MI, please report to the JC/MI on 6 Mar 2006 at 7.30am. If you are posted to a Polytechnic/ITE, an enrolment package with the relevant enrolment details will be sent to you.

3.
If you wish to apply for a transfer to a particular course, you should approach the institution concerned directly. The institution concerned will inform you of the outcome of your application.


i dunno if i'm going to even bother myself with innova jc. i'll love to take a look at it thou. afterall, it's NEW , not LOUSY. but REALLY FAR. it's in WOODLANDS. woody. 21 CHAMPIONS WAY. dont play play.

i was so shocked when i found that i was posted to INNOVA. no one knew where in the world that was. i felt so looked down upon when i told others that i was posted to innova. i am so ashamed. totally. i duno wad's wrong with innova. but honestly speaking, who ever heard or even bothered about a jc that is only 15 months old. not like i did.

no one will know how terrible i felt yest. imagine, almost all your CG mates made it into tjc. even those we had to leave were posted to reputable institutions like MJC, SAJC, ACJC. and blardy. i was posted to INNOVA. im not even sure if it's known as IJC. boy do i feel like killing myself. i'm sure many heard of how stupid i was by NOT choosing tpjc during jae. i was that lazy / dumb / over confident / i dunno wad / i couldnt b bothered with tpjc. now look, i'm so desperate to be accepted into tpjc if mjc refuses me. that pathetic. i landed myself in a terrible fix. burnt ass. absolutely. go ahead, call me stupid.


sab : you're right, i slog in a mugger's way. i am a mugger. maybe i shall study in a different way in future. (: well, i am not gonnna leave u behind like this. i'm going all out for the appeal. i just hope for the best.


whatever it is, i am going to appeal to mjc and tpjc (i already did). i tink i'll drag rolland into ijc with me on monday.. den we'll run out of the school tgr aft taking a good look at it. and head to mjc for appeal. LOL. appeal ready? ever ready.


and, it's goodbye to TEMASEK JUNIOR COLLEGE, CG 08/06 , TOUCH RUGBY, DELTA, 30CENTS BREAD , SWIMMING MASS PE, OG 4 for me. i keep those memories close to heart. i did not even appeal for tjc despite all that letters i've begged for. thanks to mjc which lied to me. orites, that's beside the point. i thank God for granting me such a wonderful stay in tjc.

_____________________________

vicki : yesyes, we did form our chiasmata, didn't we? and girl i'm gonna miss you bad.

matilda : you slacker. (: please continue calling me. i'll miss u bugging me.

keith : omg u terror. stop lying ok? i will miss you too.

ryan : i hope we end up in the same college. we will, wont we?

james : i will remember you like how u told sab to rmb u. i promise i will. (:

____________________________

bidina : all the best in vjc. (: i really hope to see you soon, dirty kukuBIRD! I MISS YOU!

marianne : skinny grandchild, when will i see you again? take care please. i miss you dearly!

everyone else in cg08/06 and og4 : missed&remembered. ALL.

* matilda * vicki * jazreel * bidina * marianne * sherlyn * jocelyn * yik ka * esther * adeline * michelle * talia * sylvia * hui lan * samuel * keith * han wei * jin hui * william * hayden * all cg04/06 pals. *

nownow, im going to appeal like mad. sylvia, i tink i found a certain direction. (:

MERIDIAN JC. TAKE ME IN PLEASE.



Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..



passing showers. terrible. my sister has to diss me off by turning the switch OFF by MISTAKE. benefit of the doubt. damn it ok .


im rather taken aback by the fact that the cut-off points for jae this year is so horrifically high or low. however you put it. anyway i'm not gonna go through my thoughts to start typing another heartwrenching entry. i feel like killing myself. i want to kill you. and i shall do so without anyone knowing. shit happens. but whatever it is, please bless me. i really hope that i'll be posted into somewhere inviting. not RJ, VJ or even TJ. cause sad to say, im already a tj reject. unfortunately? well, i expected it.

anw, ALL THE BEST to those who'll know their posting results tml.


i have my doubts about believing in luck. damn it.


well russ, i'm not kiasu. i simply need to seek shelter before rain falls. (: lol

testimonials, letter of recommendation, appeal form, and plenty of phamplets on temasek poly.

im gonna pee in my pants. how the heck does that help? i dunno. whatever it is. tml it shall be. PLEASE LORD, PLEASE.

i dont ask of much. honestly. i cant.

Blogskin COPYRIGHTED by
WINNIE
All rights reserved. ©

Your pretty face(image).
Yourname. ♥
A short introduction.


Sites: xoxo ♥

this
that
those


I want this.
I want that.
I want everything.


cbox, shoutmix, myflashbox.
width do not exceed 200.

friend
friend
friend
friend
friend


♥ January 2006
♥ February 2006
♥ March 2006
♥ April 2006
♥ May 2006
♥ June 2006
♥ July 2006
♥ August 2006
♥ September 2006


1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9
sweet.pulchritude-

Imeem
Now playing Song name.
Song by Singer.