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Saturday, April 29, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@10:01 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


hello sabrina ng vicki chan matilda lim. where are u girls.
IM MISSING U DEARLY.

♥ Loved, yourname


Last footprint@9:54 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


i've got the blogskin changed. not used to seeing it so pink and green. nvm

suxin said that jasmine is my clone :X


haha. there u go.

till now, tpjc's fine. :D yay.

the SIMPLE life is great. 06S07 is lovely. rockclimbing is good. not being able to go to KL is shit. i need a bag. i have to stop slacking. outbreaks are totally out of this world.

and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST HAZELNUT! I LOVE YOU !!

get well soon darling!! IT'S UR BIRTHDAY!!! i hope u like ur blanket. haha! LOVE LOVE LOVE!


♥ Loved, yourname


Last footprint@12:26 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


"its nonsense tt u say what i said was nonsense..cos its nonsense to think
tt nonsense is the same as the nonsense i say.." - Zip


haha. where did this chunk of nonsense come from, my dear boy? LOLLL.

it's sheer nonsense for u to come up with nonsensical nonsense like this. love! &do remember to remember my chinese name. hahaa! one more time i'm referred to as a PRAWN, i'll slaughter u! LOL.


I WANT TO STARE AT YOU!

aweeeee!

♥ Loved, yourname


Friday, April 28, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@11:04 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


i'm so sad.
cos' i'm not gonna be able to go to KL. i'm missing the trip to KL with tpjc's rock climbing club.
reason being? my mum STRONGLY disapproves.

WHY WHY WHY.


WHY CANT I FREAKING GO TO KL WITH TPJC'S RCC!?!? JUST WHAT IS WRONG WITH IT LA! I WANT TO GO I WANT TO GO I WANT TO GO!

how fair is that? when almost ALL the J1 climbers are goin, and i'm STUCK in shit singapore. I WANT TO GO TO KL WITH THEM SO BADLY.

I AM REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY SAD.

why. why why. ))):

♥ Loved, yourname


Monday, April 24, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@6:11 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


today is the suay-est day in my entire life. nono. i've been down on my luck eversince. and boy, it hadn't changed abit. not a single bit to the better side. i'm still unlucky. ridden with all the badluck. if life goes on like that, i'm gonna die soon. this is not working. this life is so screwed.

i've got a sprained ankle. and ouch. a brusied thigh and finger. headache and what so ever nonsense. i've received bad news today. not exactly bad. i dunno what is going on la. LIFE IS SHIT. IT FOOLS YOU. well, maybe it's just me. just my pathetic life. sabri oh sabri.. maybe its time, ryan. ok whatever.

i have to skip rockclimbing this entire week, and i may not even get to go on the overseas trip with the RCC. darn. i shouldn't have fell down. i want to go. i want to go. i want to go.

my slipper snapped. it was raining. i was drenched. my bag is freaking heavy. i had to drag one foot and hobble with the other. ryan was not even with me. i've got chinese compo and a test tml. im dead beat. i need that someone. hello hello, where are you?

this is damn crap. for a minute it may have meant that things were going positiively well for you. the next moment, you're thrown aside like nobody's business. well, its not that no one cares. God does. my sister does. she bothered to bring a pair of slippers and a brolly for me and fetched me home. i was all deserted and lost at an unknown block. stuck with my slipper strap that snapped. even my slippers chose to give up on me. i am so sad. i am really really sad. all i had was Nikko, the super glue, who was quite useless and didnt help much.lugging my bloody bag, dragging my feet DOWN THE STAIRS pretending that a girl with sprained ankle was all fine on that freaking bridge smsing shit. I NEEDED HELP.

EVEN THE SLIPPER HATED ME. damn you.

i hate this life. its SCREWED UP. I HATE IT.

AREN'T THINGS GONNA GET A LITTLE BETTER!? BULLSHIT. TOTAL BULLSHIT.
MY LIFE IS ALL GONE. GONE. GONE GONE.

sabrina, i hate it. the feeling's weird. THIS IS INSANE.

my life's a complete fiasco.

what's gonna happen to me tomorrow? I DONT DARE TO THINK. there's no tomorrow for me.


CARROT KIWI BANANA. it's time i do something.

ryan ryan where are you. omg my screwed up life. ryan. ))))))))): stop PT-ing and come talk to me. i hate this.

♥ Loved, yourname


Sunday, April 23, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@2:25 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


had an xray done on my ankle this evening. the doctor at sgh was such a gay. yuck. good night. im all good.

help me with 1100 words. sheesh and i need to decorate the locker. urggg.

♥ Loved, yourname


Friday, April 21, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@5:36 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.
How Boyish or Girlish Are You?


lol. sab's 40% girlish and 60% boyish. together, we're 100% girlish & 100% boyish. no wonder no wonder.. no wonder.. haha!!


___________________________________
You Are 72% Happy
You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world.Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.
How Happy Are You?



____________________________________
How You Are In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
How Are You In Love?


now i know why i'm still trying to walk out of that shadow.

_______________________

BEN & JERRY'S ICE CREAM CRAP QUIZ .

You Are Brownie Batter Ice Cream
You've been known to lick *everything* clean
What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?


_______________________________

You Are Mexican Food
Spicy yet dependable. You pull punches, but people still love you.
What Kind of Food Are You?


_______________________________

You Are 12 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
What Age Do You Act?


pathetic. im 12. DAMN :X

♥ Loved, yourname


Thursday, April 20, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@9:41 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


i'm tired. i need to rest. im freaking tired of doing the shit PI that takes up ALL OF MY TIME. i have no time for everything else. I AM SO FREAKING TIRED.

i cant believe my CT called to tell me that he just found out something from Singtel that is now causing me to waste all my life on my shit PI again. i need to edit it, AGAIN. i have a thousand and one copies of PIs that are different. editing one after another.

that's close to 100 hours devoted to shit PI. damn you.

i feel like going for a tan. LOL. :X

♥ Loved, yourname


Last footprint@11:20 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


look at this :
seriously, im not jealous or whatsoever. why should i be? im just tickled. who in the world says that: "sorry gals im taken" it isnt as if you're SO VERY WANTED :X
u're the shame of all men. and sorry, you're an utter disgrace to all kenneths.
im wasting all my time doing this because of idunnowhat. i cant believe that you were once my boyfriend. and i actually wasted 42months of my life on a pile of shit like you? omg. )): sadness. haha.


its annoying to be called 'sista' by an idiot who's not even worthy to be my brother. and he keeps bugging me for goodness sake. im not lying! i promise! IVE STOPPED WANTING TO TALK PEACE WITH AN ASS LIKE HIM.

HE KEPT BEGGING ME!

HELLO KENNETH LIM, I NO LONGER CARE IF U HAVE A STOMACH ACHE OR AN ORIENTATION OR WHATSOEVER. THAT IS YOUR PROBLEM. and its not even my problem if u're FINALLY taken. if u're proud, oh, den good for you. remember..

"DON'T BOAST THE LOVE YOU HAVE, BECAUSE YOU DONT EVEN LOVE ENOUGH TO BOAST." - JAZREEL; PATRICK'S WIFE; ZHIYANG'S CRAZY FAN.

you are uber. LOLLL.

where's your sense of shame?

oh JOKE.


♥ Loved, yourname


Monday, April 17, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@7:02 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


xin yan mentioned something this morning which i found particularly true.

"Guys are selfish. They don't love you. They just want to own you. Then when they've found someone else, they don't give a damn about you."

of cos, xy being such a nice girl will not say things like "damn". well i'm so much into paraphrasing. all thanks to PW. i'm dying.

PW IS KILLING ME. 10 HOURS OF EFFORT WENT DOWN THE DRAIN IN 2 MINUTES. THANK YOU FULLSTOP BYE BYE.

♥ Loved, yourname


Sunday, April 16, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@1:51 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


omg. i've seen them. i've heard them. i'm totally sick of them. who are they? RONIN`.
holy shit.
i see them on a monthly basis. this is damn bad. i dunno wanna see them. shit.

JAN - TJC ORIENTATION NIGHT
FEB - TMS !SMASH'D
MAR - INNOVA (on my 2nd last day, UNFORTUNATELY i HAD to see THEM)
and this
APR - TPJC.

isnt this uber cool. darn.

♥ Loved, yourname


Saturday, April 15, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@2:12 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


i seriously dont trust you. and i dont give a damn. stop wasting my time with your shit. i wont even try to be nice to you. just get out of my sight, you skunk.

I WILL POKE YOU WITH THE PEN AND LET THE RUST POISON YOU.

nvm those are 2 different matters.

dont misunderstand me. im nice. YOU'RE JUST A FREAKING LIAR. YOU SHIT.

guys cannot be trusted :)

SHIDA,

IM SERIOUSLY SORRY FOR FORGETTING YOUR BDAY LA! )): I'LL GET U MILOBARS TOO? IM SORRRRYY. DONT ANGRY LE CAN? FORGIVE ME PLSSSSSSS. SOBSSSS.

_______________________________
Early in the morning, I put breakfast at your table
一夜都没睡但我 不曾如此清醒
我早餐准备了你 爱吃的东西
这次换我等你被咖啡 的香味叫醒
想要找回每天早晨 对我微笑著的你
还能够 做些什么代替我的歉意
总是望著我 小心翼翼 顺著我呼吸
而我竟然理所当然 让你精疲力尽
You were my superwoman
安静的在身边 无条件给我 梦寐以求的温柔
But I am only human
我怎么不懂你多寂寞 残忍的犯了错
不能失去你 Ooh—Babe---
You fought your way through the rush hour
Try to make it home just for me
月光下静静靠著彼此 只求夜长一点
有多久没有好好看你 只是认定了我
无论在什么时候回头 都有你的笑容
是我忽略了你也会有 想要哭的感觉
没有一种付出应该永远心甘情愿
再给被宠坏的男人最后一次机会
换我忍耐换我等待 不要真的弃权
(---Baby)是我把爱想得太简单
以为只要我存在就能让你取暖
心裏唯一的superwoman没有人能代替
不能想像更不能原谅这样让爱化成 灰烬
If you feel it in your heart and you understand me.
STOP right where you are, everybody sing along with me.
_______________________________
i like this song. cos zhiyang sang it at the finals. LOL no la. this song holds a certain significant meaning. it's just.. special. i was just thinking.. if only.. if only..
Okay nevermind.

♥ Loved, yourname


Tuesday, April 11, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@9:01 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


"all civics tutors please go down the line and check on your students.send those students out if they are not following the school rules. " simply put, a discipline check. i quickly adjusted my blouse so that it wont seem like 3/4 of the uniform is constituted based on the top.

my CT walked down the line and approached me..
exposed my brilliant smile.
CT : orh. u go out.
ME : go where?
CT : out.
ME : eh why. what i do!?
CT : too many hairclips.
ME : omg what shit is this?! cannot put hairclip one meh!
CT : hahahahah! *and he walks away*

my CT is purely rubbish. and he said that Zhiyang is not cute in my face. OMG how could he! and he went on commenting on babyfats which i thought was absolutely unnecessary. what an insult to Zhiyang.

and im so happy today. i headed to China this morning / afternoon. and my teacher commented that the paragraph i wrote was the best. oh yay. i am damn happy. i cant believe that chunk of crap i wrote actually owned everyone else. i dont even know where on earth is my topic sentence. and i dunno where was my examples and elaborations. and she said "good example. very good elaboration. see, her ideas flow. so this is the best paragraph among the 4 right?" omg. i cant believe it. :X




i love sabrina. hello hello sabrina.

11TH APRIL 2006 WAS QUITE AN EXPERIENCE. ok byebye.

SYLVIA HO JIA EN, I SUDDENLY MISS U LOH. haha!!

♥ Loved, yourname


Sunday, April 09, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@12:49 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


this is the link to JAZREEL'S personal tpjc webpage. LOL. it used to look like .. ok and example : this girl's webpg (other than the fact that the name is different. ohh and i had a sword instead of a ship.)

ZZZ ihavent started on my hmwk. XIAO YUAN SUPER STARR! oh and ive got rahman his gift. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz

and ryan, 630 tml. at the table ok.

♥ Loved, yourname


Last footprint@12:37 AM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


im finally done with 1/4 of my homework. i am going to die. look at what i did to the wallpaper of the desktop :


dont get a shock please. it's just my motivation to do my work. LOL. i think im being extreme.. but nvm it doesnt matter. i know the craze is fading.

eh sab, i missed the chance to see zhiyang. omg. why. ))))): UBER SADNESS.

anw i have tonnes of tuts waiting to be completed. why am i flooded with work? i really wonder why.

reading log , econs test , chem tut , maths tut , screwbio tuts , bio notsoveryusurprising test .

omg. did i miss out anything??

OH AND I CONQUERED ROCKY 1 aka KIDDY PALACE! YES YES YES!!!!!!!!!

POO MEILING, ROCK CLIMBING IS SO FUN CAN! JUST JOIN ME LA! NO REGRETS TOTALLY. (((((:

off to bed or off to do tuts? i think im going to dieeee

OMG I WANT MY IPOD SHUFFLE TO WORK AGAIN. SHIT YOU.

im tired.

I LIKE ZHIYANG. YAYYYYYYYYY!


♥ Loved, yourname


Thursday, April 06, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@6:31 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


omg. spe programme for my class :

TOUCH RUGBY.

i cant believe it. hahahahah! OMG do u know how happy i was when i learnt that im gonna be playing TOUCH RUGBY again!?!? i cant contain my happiness. AHHHH! GILBERT, IM GONNA SEE U AGAIN!! IM GONNA TOUCH AND FEEEL YOU! dont you miss me?!?!

I LOVE TOUCH RUGBY. lol. thou i suck at it, i still love it.

ok tuts to chiong. friendster is cracked up.

seeya and cheers to ZHIYANG! hahahahaha! so random, i noe. :X






♥ Loved, yourname


Monday, April 03, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@1:03 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


ZHIYANG! JAZREEL LOVES U!

need i say more? haha! OOH YOU'RE CROWNED THE CAMPUS SUPERSTAR! why you so cute!


SABRINA NG WE SHOULD HAVE TAKEN PICS WITH HIM THAT TIME HE IS SO CUTE CAN! SO CUTE LA CAN! SO CUTE!!! OI SABRIIIIIII!! SEE LA! WE TAKE WITH THAT RENFRED FOR WHAT! EH I LOVE ZHIYANG!!!!
ZHIYANG SO CUTE !!
WHOO WHOO BABY WHOOOOO!!
L-O-V-E !


ok id better get a hold of myself. today is MY PEA'S BDAY!
so..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU KENNETH PEA! HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE YOU! WHEEEE!

---------------------------------

and FATIN, I WANNA WISH U A HAPPY BELATED BDAY! I NOE IT WAS YEST( 2ND APR). ive typed my sms and all.. den i realised.. i dun have your HP no. ! this is crappy la! but YOURE NOT FORGOTTEN. TOTALLY NOT! I LOVE YOU TOOO! MUAKCSSS! psst! when are u gonna give me my HUG huh!! (((: WHEEE!


♥ Loved, yourname


Saturday, April 01, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@9:10 PM

Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..


Your IQ score is 126!
You've got a very experiential way of learning and a strong mathematical mind and you have mastered the art and science of precision. That's what makes you a Precision Processor. For you, life is a series of equations. Your brain is naturally predisposed to intense mathematical acuity, so it's second nature for you to cut to the heart of an issue, to discover quick solutions while others get bogged down in unnecessary details. This allows you to communicate a variety of ideas to other people, so don't keep it to yourself.


omg. i remember ryan telling me that Sharon from his class.. has an IQ of icantrmb what. and i only scored 126. alamakkk. no wonder she can afford to doodle and doze off beside me during chem lectures. and to piss me off at the same time with her funny antics. ((:

POUR - LL says
:i dun understan why.. u see ah.. if nuclear charge is higher hence higher IE cos greater attraction.BUT if the nuclear change is heavy.. im sure cos its an element further down in the periodic table. which means the size will increase. NO so since the size increase, IE will decrease. BUT i tot the nuclear charge is higher?!?!

haha. i cant believe i discussed chem over msn :X
XIAOMOO SAVED THE DAY! mooooooooo i bring u to the field on monday!


i tuned in to westlife today. oh heavens. westlife oh westlife. now i know why we should all know the lyrics to the song we listen.

"You never gave me the chances to show that i care.
You should have called me when you were lonely,
when you needed me to be there.
I should have seen it coming.
I should have read the signs.
Anyway, i guess it's over.
Can't believe that i've been fooled again.
I thought this love will never end.
How was i to know?
You never told me."

anw..
HELLO YOU, POO MEILING!
i think i wanna join INTERACT CLUB. are u in it too? WHEN ARE THE DAYS TO INTERACT? lol. and what do u pp do there?:X nothing else but interact.. right? ((: a pity we arent cut out for tennis, eh? LOLLL .
_________________________

i dread mondays tuesdays wednesdays thursdays. going to gp class is akin to going abroad. damn it. say no to china. OH NO gp ):
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this is just another crappy online quiz :

You're snap happy!
We can tell that a people person like you follows the rule that it's not possible to take too many photos. We can just see you snapping away at wild parties or family gatherings, and if you have children or pets we just know that you have snaps of them from every conceivable angle. (so very true). Your desire to communicate with people probably means that you have a lot of phone numbers on your mobile, and that not many of those numbers get neglected. In fact your idea of Hell may be being cut off from all forms of communication for a weekend, unless you were with someone really special of course…Your impulsive nature may get you into a few scrapes every now and then, but we bet that you always come up smiling at the end!



♥ Loved, yourname


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