Monday, August 28, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@6:40 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
little did i realise i would need that good old private blog AGAIN. i've just had the entire sub-blog deleted close to 24hours ago.
yes, just TWENTY FOUR HOURS AGO.
and now, i wished i never did dump it. it contained all my bitchings and cryouts to myself thanks to the loser ex-bf.
of course, that's not the point.
my life has taken a turn and overnight, i just found out that i am ugly in your beautiful eyes.
certainly, i don't overrate myself and think i am uber pretty.
but hey, don't call me ugly and come close to me, trying so hard to earn my trust.
bloody hypocrite.
talk about getting hurt? look here. look here. HERE HERE HERE IS ONE PATHETIC UGLY BITCH. look at me. thanks for running me down like that.
THAT IS SO VERY MUCH APPRECIATED.
thank God for bestfriend's sudden want for a private bitching avenue. so screw u inside out upside down. i'm out of blogger for bitchings. i've got wadwadwadwadwad to go to.
screw you. i am downright pissed.
BESTFRIEND, GO TO WADWADWADWADWADWADWAD. I NEED TO KNOW THAT SOMEONE HAS READ IT.
i haven't been so angry eversince i don't know when.
so, for once,
FUCK IT.
LEAVE ME ALONE SINCE I AM FUCKED UP UGLY.cause even without you, life for me right now is perfect.
i think comic sans is super nice.
♥ Loved, yourname
Sunday, August 27, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@7:45 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
| Your Five Variable Love Profile |
 Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is high.You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.And in return, you expect the same from who you love.Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is medium.You probably have had a couple significant loves.And you may have even had your heart broken.But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.
Dominance:
Your dominance is low.This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.You know a relationship is not about getting your way.And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is high.You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love.Having your own life is very important for you...Even more important than having a relationship. |
The Five Variable Love Test
| You are a Career Girl! |
 You may not be a CEO yet, but you're well on your way to success.You take your career seriously, and you wouldn't stop working for any guy!An independent woman, you pay for your own car, clothes, and housing.And men appreciate that - at least, the ones as driven as you are. |
What Kind of Girl Are You?
spa will be good. it will be. (:
thank goodness i'm not some nerd freak like sabrina.
(though yes, i've ever said this : "i love u more than one mole of gas (or something like that) . " oh sheesh.
i love saying byebye.
because you love saying hello.
oh yes, TPJC SUCKS WITH A CAPITAL S. I HATE TPJC TO THE CORE CORE CORE CORE CORE CORE CORE.
TPJCSUCKS.
till then, cheers; while i rake about the drawstring issue.
tpjc sucks.
i hate tpjc.
♥ Loved, yourname
♥
Last footprint@7:16 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
stupid blogger refused to republish my blog and insists on a nonexsistent error.
i am so angry i feel like slapping blogger.
chem spa tml.
what nonsense. first i taste like fried chicken. then i can be invisible.
this is all but a fraud. eeeks.
YAY YAY YAY PROMOS ARE COMING.
oh shit.
byebye.
i love my boomoomoo. (:
I MISS TEMASEK SEC !
i don't see a need to blog anymore. no time. i have some other secret avenue with mybestfriend. i want to eat subway and bananapeachpassion yoghurt. and yami honeydew yoghurt. and ben&jerry's. and cafecartel. and popeyes biscuit. and some calorimeter nonsense.
i love school now that it's all about you, work, tutorials, lectures, ding dong dong, dear ah dear, home, sleep, die, and die even further.
ya bye.
♥ Loved, yourname
Wednesday, August 16, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@7:31 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
tpjc.net is so annoying.
and i found out that mybestfriend's drawing on the com can suck quite abit.
im not lying (:
i want to post pictures but the computer's being such an idiot.
MEILING PLEASE DO NOT KILL ME. I LOVE U OKAY. THANKYOU THANKYOU. (:
i know who cornelyus is now. HAHAH. and if u insist, okay, he is a bastard then. HAHAH.
AHH WE SHLD BE TWINS WITH THE MEILING AND MEIXING THING.
you make sucky tpjc MUCH MUCH MORE WONDERFUL!
this is the journey that'll never end...PLEASE MEET ME FOR BITCHINGS SOON. (:
♥ Loved, yourname
Sunday, August 13, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@4:53 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
Good afternoon.
yesterday was a wonderful day.
jaz had alot alot of fun.
don't question love; it runs deeply and in circles.
hello there,
waka*oo*oo. (:
my lousy integrated 1.3 megapixels camera is actually quite pro man. haha.
♥ Loved, yourname
Thursday, August 10, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@2:44 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
someone is very proud of you
someone is thinking of you
someone cares about you
someone misses you
someone wants to talk to you
someone wants to be with you
someone hopes you aren't in trouble
someone is thankful for the
support you have provided
someone wants to hold your hand someone hopes everything turns out all right
someone wants you to be happy
someone wants you to find them
someone is celebrating your successes
someone wants to give you a gift
someone think you ARE a gift
someone hopes you are not too cold, or too hot
someone wants to hug you
someone loves you
someone wants to lavish you with small gifts
someone admires your strength
someone is thinking of you and smiling
someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on
someone wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun
someone thinks the world of you
someone wants to protect you
someone would do anything for you
someone wants to be forgiven
someone is grateful for your forgiveness
someone wants to laugh with you about old times
someone remembers you and wishes you were there
someone needs to know that your love is unconditional
somebody values your advice
someone wants to tell you how much they care
someone wants to stay up watching old movies with you
someone wants to share their dreams with you
someone wants to hold you in their arms
someone wants YOU to hold them in your arms
someone treasures your spirit
someone wishes they could STOP time because of you
someone can't wait to see you
someone wishes that things didn't have to change
someone loves you for who you are
someone loves the way you make them feel
someone wants to be with you
someone hears a song that reminds them of you
someone wants you to know they are there for you
someone is glad that you're their friend
someone wants to be your friend
someone stayed up all night thinking about you
someone is alive because of you
someone is wishing that you would notice them
someone wants to get to know you better
someone believes that you are their soul mate
someone wants to be near you
someone misses your guidance and advice
someone values your guidance and advice
someone has faith in you
someone trusts you
someone needs your support
someone needs you to have faith in them
someone needs you to let them be your friend
i do make quite a difference to someone everyday, i hope. __________
(1) I am : not the stupid girl next door.
(2) My ex : was supposed to be a nice boy. now he's not worth mentioning and he knows he shld just go missing and out of my life. and viola, he is doing just that.
(3) Maybe : i'll be a rich kid tomorrow.
(4) I love : too much.
(5) I don't understand : what had gone wrong.
(6) I lost : my stupid boyfriend. but gained alot more in the end. ALOT.
(7) My girlfriends/boyfriends are : very very precious.
(8) People say : i am strong.
(9) Love is : patient.
(10) Somewhere, someone : will always be there.
(11) I will always : be there for someone who needs me.
(12) Forever : is bullshit.
(13) I never want : to believe in forever.
(14) I think the current President : is SR Nathan.
(15) When I wake up in the morning : i thank God for everyday.
(16) Life is full : of surprises. you'll never know what you're gonna get.
(17) My past : is my memory.
(18) I get annoyed : when you annoy me.
(19) Parties are for : lucky kids.
(20) I wish : for jc to end now. today. this second.
(21) My pet : is nonexistent.
(22) Kisses are the worst : if they mean nothing.
(23) Today : is Singapore's 41st birthday. (let's just assume it's 9th Aug now.)
(24) Tomorrow : is not worth worrying.
(25) I really want : to stop wasting time.
(26) I have low tolerance for people : who thinks i am mean.
(27) If I had a million dollars : i wouldn't be surprised.
♥ Loved, yourname
Wednesday, August 09, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@2:31 AM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
the world you promised. says:
thx to mjc, no!
silence does not equate to ignorance. says:
EWW dun gif credit to tht intolerable school pls. my upbringing hava nothing to do with that pathetically, self-proclaimed exaggerating college
the world you promised. says:
oh wow.
HAHAHA. my bestfriend is so crazy. and she was telling me how cute she is. what outrageous modesty. (:
alot happened in the past weeks and days; not in chronlogical order:
1. netball interhouse
2. rock interhouse
3. anti-******* party
4. $3 biscuit bonanza
5. econs SIEAS presentation
6. CO concert
7. met up with GRANDCHILD DE ROZA & BIDINA CHOO CHOO
8. ponned chem lecture and the tutor gave us hell.
9. now im putting her through hell with my nonsense.
10. xinyan dearest' birthday.
+ too much to be listed, not forgetting that i breathe and eat everyday too.
celebrated national day today in tpjc in the usual jas&jaz
slackwear; house tee, fbts, slippers, and a slingbag. it's always good to feel at home.
ah yes, and celebration was terrible. but whatever.
THIS IS HOME TRULY, WHERE I KNOW I MUST BE.WHERE MY DREAMS WAIT FOR MEWHERE THAT RIVER ALWAYS FLOWS.I would like to introduce my civics tutor, Mr Kevin Ng. He is by far the nicest man alive. i love him to the depths of the earth and whatnorts. Cranky, crazy man. but boy, how lovely can one get. ((: seriously, if only he were younger / me a little older, i will make him fall in love with me so that the nicest man on planet earth will belong solely to me! ahh wasted.
he treated us to lunch despite complaining about the hole in his pocket all the time. and that treat for just 20 people DID burn a hole in his pocket. many, in fact. head on to east coast park. bicycle rental charges were settle by Mr. Ng himself. (:
Bing Rong, Soo, Tiff, Jaz and Kevin had a ball of a time trying to film mindless video clips. and we still have a couple more projects at hand. haha.
After cycling, Mr. Ng treat each of us to ice cream at GELARE! gosh, i do see the problem of free-riding arising!
he spent like... truckloads of one dollar on us. how can i not love him. despite saying that he's poor and in need of a rich wife tai tai all the time, he still treated us to such a splendid meal and kept all of us very very very very happy and elated. well, at least the few of us were. lovely.
I LOVE MR. KEVIN NG. (: HE IS SO SWEET.
awww.
goodnight its 2:28am. ive been esplanade-ing for 2 consecutive days. tell me, how so can i not be tired?? hahaha.
I LOVE JASMINE & XINYAN TOO.
and tiffany is my new budding laughing retarded boyfriend/husband/affair/maid. hahaha!
YAYAYAYAYA. FIREWORKS = CAPTIVATING (:
friday & saturday! yayyyyyy
and. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! THANK YOU FOR THE HOLIDAY!! why your birthday so special got holiday ah. den my birthday got to hand in holiday assignment. :X
♥ Loved, yourname
Friday, August 04, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@11:55 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
sabrina,
we need to meet up soon. i miss ur crazy nonsense.
vicki, i miss you just as much. though we don't talk as often, i love u all the same. the same goes to matilda. i know you two are bonded together tightly like glue. awww; and i miss you so.
hello Meiling. see you in school. i'm gonna be able to speak soon. try me. oh btw, i adore that pic of yours right above. hahah! (:
i want to eat roti prata. ice cream. biscuits. more curry puffs. all the weird weird food in school. blueberry tart. waffle. LIKE BASICALLY EVERYTING. though i haven't really been abstaininng from the weirder foodstuff since i'm terribly ill. i've been down with sickness, and im tired all the time. i am gonna be able to talk again soon. i need to talk. i love talking.
(: byebye.
♥ Loved, yourname
sabrina,