Sunday, February 12, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@9:55 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
YOU DESERVE NOTHING. THAT WAS SHEER LUCK. WAIT TILL LIFE COMES FALLING DOWN ON YOU IN THREE YEARS. WE'LL SEE HOW FAR UR PROMISE FOR MARRIAGE GOES. U ARE SO NAIVE. DAMN YOU, SERIOUSLY. DAMN YOU.
to everyone else who gave me incesssant support during these couple of days, THANKS ALOT. AND I'M BEGINNING TO ACCEPT REALITY OR AS SOME MAY CLAIM, FATE. WELL, THAT WAS ONE HELLUVA JOURNEY THAT ALMOST GOT ME KILLED. BUT FORGET IT. THERE'S NO OTHER BETTER SOLUTION THAN FACING THE PROBLEM ITSELF. WITH A POSITIVE MINDSET OF COURSE. SO TO EVERYONE OUT THERE, I'LL TRY MY VERY BEST TO STAY IN TJC. BE IT AN APPEAL CASE OR WHATSOEVER. BUT IF TJ STILL REJECTS ME.. WELL...
I'LL JUST MEET RYAN AT HIS HDB AND COMMIT SUICIDE TOGETHER.
LOL. NO LA. I'LL JUST GO WHEREVER I'M POSTED TO. SOMETIMES WE JUST CANT GO AGAINST FATE OR WHATEVER U CALL THAT.
ANYWAY, THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO'VE PERFORMED EXCEPTIONALLY WELL IN THIS EXAMINATION.. WE OUGHT TO GIVE THEM GLORY. ABSOLUTE ADMIRATION. THERE ARE SIMPLY TOO MANY TO BE NAMED.. SO..
CONGRATULATIONS! YOU'VE PWNED ME IN O LEVELS! -.-" . I'LL CONTINUE TO PUT IN EFFORT.. SO THANKS FOR BEING THE INSPIRATION. THOUGH IM STILL SO HURT BY THE FACT TT IVE GOTTEN THAT 'SIX'. IT'S NOT THAT IMPORTANT AFTERALL. BECAUSE THROUGH THIS ALL, I SAW WHO WERE THE ONES THAT REALLY CARED AND BOTHERED THEMSELVES ABOUT ME. I LOVE YOU ALL.
HONESTLY, I'VE GOTTEN OVER IT. (: cheers!
♥ Loved, yourname
