Friday, February 10, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@8:48 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
i broke down into tears instantaneously when i took a closer look at my result slip. it wasn't because i did well. it was the direct opposite. i've nothing more to comment on. O levels screwed up for me. i have no rights to be speaking / even blogging in english. i see no point in getting distinctions for some other subjects and getting a c6 for english. darn it. because we all know, a c6 is not gonna get you anywhere. mind you. it's a C6. you people don't know how i feel inside. don't bother consoling me. it's not gonna change things.
honestly speaking, tjc is not gonna want me. i know it.
i didn't know my english sucked so bad. i reckon my blog is filled with a thousand and one grammatical, punctuation and spelling errors. yes, i am damn sad. i'm so ashamed of myself. i ought to be hiding in my room, under my blanket. nobody is gonna be proud of me.
goodbye. i simply cannot get over it. i didnt want the c6. i didnt. im sorry for letting my parents, my family, my teachers, my friends and myself down.
i apologise.. i never expected my grades to be so disastrous. i performed badly. you can never imagine..
THANKS FOR THE SCREWED UP EARLY BIRTHDAY GIFT. I HATE IT. I'LL DO ALL MEANS TO REJECT IT. BUT THEN AGAIN.. IF ONLY I COULD... IF ONLY..
wasn't that already my best effort? what happened.. why... why...
why....
to imran: im sorry for being so 'irritating' cus i dunno if im still gonna be able meet u in tj after the release of the posting results. i didn't want that to happen either. i really didn't want to. i'm so sorry :'(
♥ Loved, yourname
