Wednesday, February 01, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@4:17 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
i think i'm going crazy. i talk alot to myself. nono.
seriously. i mumble. to no one else but myself. i always think that people hear me. but i'm so wrong. i talk to myself. no one's listening to any shit i say. people must be thinking im psycho. and really. i think i am becoming one. i'm going berserk. i'm loony. i'm a lunatic. damn. but i really can't stop myself from speaking to myself. i feel the need to be unleashing some kinda fear/anger/happiness. Am i sane? someone help me please.
i hate being alone. i don't realise the fact that i'm talking to myself until someone calls for me back to earth. thankfully, i only speak to myself when i am with people i know. that calls for a celebration. at least i do not appear to be a mad dog to everyone else when i'm alone. perhaps the reason why i hate being alone is that i cant speak to myself.
i terribly feel the need to be speaking to myself. that's probably what we call reflect and refocus. for your infomation, not only do i blog, i talk and i write alot to myself. i have
gawdknows how many mini notebooks. seriously. and i have no idea why am i divulging this secret o mine. it's high time i get myself another notebook. i don't know whats wrong with me. i really don't know.
i am missing someone, madly. i should shut my mouth about missing
you cause people will just wallop me.
asshole, i miss
you.
don't ask me why. i know you've been the bastard-iest guy ever. who doesn't know? but i miss
you helluva. i miss you moron. i miss you shit. i miss you idiot. i miss you crap. and i'm gonna see you next week after so long since we last met. i wonder i wonder. pls don't give me hell. i just hope everything turns out fine. and i do miss you alot.
SEE. I TALK TO MYSELF AGAIN. ):
somebody, save me.
♥ Loved, yourname
