Saturday, March 11, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@4:50 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
"Don't sign the letter. You will come back to ij on monday to cancel the transfer cause' u love ij." - some kinda sentence that Gareth told me in school yesterday morning.i don't really love ijc. but i've grown to be accustomed to it. the environment and all.. but i still do feel foreign in the extreme north, woodlands. i shouldn't have made friends there in innova. i didnt really know if i wanted to be OUT of ijc cause' i couldnt bear to leave you guys. absolutely.
anyway, i am out of innova. and im now transferred into tpjc if some of u havent realised. well im sure tpjc will be fine.
jaz : "is tpjc fun?" shida : "you make it fun."for this period of time when i was down&out, i praise God for giving me such wonderful friends. friends who are always there to lend a listening ear and a shoulder for me to cry on. i apologize for having to worry you guys while i was up on the emotional rollercoaster ride. but dont u guys ever worry, cause' i treasure my life just like i treausure you guys!
and indeed, everything happens for a purpose. every chapter of our lives are like little lessons learnt.
GOD, THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE ALL THESE WHILE. i know i am never alone. He'll guide me along my journey in life. God, thank you for giving me a life to live.
okay. make up lectures start coming monday. goodness, MONDAY. while everyone's spending their holidays like crazy monkeys.. i wonder where i'll be slogging my little brain out. ))):
TO SABRINA :
dearest, it doesnt matter where we're seeking education from. mjc or tpjc. because sabrina, i will never stop loving you(you know that). and thank you for being there when i was so lost and felt that life was not worth living. i'll remember every little thing you told me. well darling, separations are bad. but dont you know, we may not be together physically, but we're always together spiritually and mentally. ((: we will always be. ALWAYS. okayy? i miss you dear. and sabrina, dont give me that rubbish about waiting till June, i want you to put in your best effort. OK? i said
BEST! dont take the alternative route. I ALWAYS BELIEVE THAT YOU CAN DO IT! SO HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF! dont tell me all those stuff and turn a deafening ear when i'm throwing them back to you. BECAUSE DARLING, YOU HELPED ME WALK OUT OF MY DESPERATE TIMES, AND IM TELLING YOU, IM NOT GONNA LEAVE YOU ALONE. I NOT GONNE LET YOU WALK ON WITH LIFE ALONE. WHEN YOU'RE TIRED AND FEEL LIKE STOPPING, I'LL DRAG YOU ALONG. IF YOU STILL REFUSE TO MOVE ON, I'LL CARRY YOU THROUGH. EVEN IF IT MEANS CARRYING YOU ON MY BACK UP THE MOUNTAINS AND ACROSS THE SEAS. I PROMISE. because YOU WERE THERE. so I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU. I LOVE YOU.
to SYLVIA :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING! YOU'RE 6TEEN!
and thank you for believing in me! YOU are the reason as to why i found my direction!
I LOVE YOU SYLVIA!
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no matter how life draws you of your strength and vitality, never give up. ((:
cause' life's not too bad. it's wonderful. ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL.
wheeeeeee shopping! LOL.
I AM A HAPPY LITTLE GIRL. (((:
♥ Loved, yourname
