Monday, April 24, 2006 ♥
Last footprint@6:11 PM
Dear diary,
I'm falling in love..
today is the suay-est day in my entire life. nono. i've been down on my luck eversince. and boy, it hadn't changed abit. not a single bit to the better side. i'm still unlucky. ridden with all the badluck. if life goes on like that, i'm gonna die soon. this is not working. this life is so screwed.
i've got a sprained ankle. and ouch. a brusied thigh and finger. headache and what so ever nonsense. i've received bad news today. not exactly bad. i dunno what is going on la. LIFE IS SHIT. IT FOOLS YOU. well, maybe it's just me. just my pathetic life. sabri oh sabri.. maybe its time, ryan. ok whatever.
i have to skip rockclimbing this entire week, and i may not even get to go on the overseas trip with the RCC. darn. i shouldn't have fell down. i want to go. i want to go. i want to go.
my slipper snapped. it was raining. i was drenched. my bag is freaking heavy. i had to drag one foot and hobble with the other. ryan was not even with me. i've got chinese compo and a test tml. im dead beat. i need that someone. hello hello, where are you?
this is damn crap. for a minute it may have meant that things were going positiively well for you. the next moment, you're thrown aside like nobody's business. well, its not that no one cares. God does. my sister does. she bothered to bring a pair of slippers and a brolly for me and fetched me home. i was all deserted and lost at an unknown block. stuck with my slipper strap that snapped. even my slippers chose to give up on me. i am so sad. i am really really sad. all i had was Nikko, the super glue, who was quite useless and didnt help much.lugging my bloody bag, dragging my feet DOWN THE STAIRS pretending that a girl with sprained ankle was all fine on that freaking bridge smsing shit. I NEEDED HELP.
EVEN THE SLIPPER HATED ME. damn you.
i hate this life. its SCREWED UP. I HATE IT.
AREN'T THINGS GONNA GET A LITTLE BETTER!? BULLSHIT. TOTAL BULLSHIT. MY LIFE IS ALL GONE. GONE. GONE GONE.sabrina, i hate it. the feeling's weird. THIS IS INSANE.
my life's a complete fiasco.
what's gonna happen to me tomorrow? I DONT DARE TO THINK. there's no tomorrow for me.
CARROT KIWI BANANA. it's time i do something.ryan ryan where are you. omg my screwed up life. ryan. ))))))))): stop PT-ing and come talk to me. i hate this.
♥ Loved, yourname
